Where shall i begin.... Well lets start with yst haha u have no choice... well yst there wasn't band but since Sbk and Ken wanted to go and spend our youth there.. i promised to be there and maybe study abit... Well as usual ken was late and Sbk was teaching his jr librarian where stuff is kept and how to file things and stuff..(trust me not an easy job) So that leaves me doing nothing so decided to practice abit first.. Soon it was lunch and we went to eat ban mian.. quite filling but i am a lousy eater eat till all the sauce flew to me like a magnet... Then we went back to sch decided to start study... well we did as always then soon distraction(meroy and sec 3S) came and make alot of noise soon we joined them and after they settled down we played abit of pieces.. quite fun but feeling kinda out..

That brings me to my point of the post... just to get it off me.. just feeling out of place in band so it gives me second thought on going jc to join band... i know i am not that good anywhere else but its like i try to make an effort to be there and well its like no one take note and trest me like some unimpt guy... i know i can't ask for the whole world me be like that to me... its like the whole world is like that to me.. feels to me the lonelyness of a guy who lost everything.. i know i am that guy but i will live on until on day.. fine day... Well there isn't much i can do or say to change... hope u all can help me change for the better..

After the whole thing i went home and rest for the day didn't do much......... If life is so hard for 1 man i wonder how would it be if u were a very impt man.. really want to change but have no idea where to begin help pls... help....

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