Well today went as normal as sch was... didn't even bring any books to sch... well after school.... i went to the bandroom to practice a while... feeling cheerful then.. had fun and was quite getting along with my bandmates more...

Then came full band and we did a few pieces... wasn't that good but it was ok.. wish i could have fun during band and all the exciting stuff... well who us to be not mix and just a boys school... after that they said they have a concert( free duh) then i dun mind going well then there wasn't any ticket.. so i am here haha... well back tracking.. had to meet miss chen after band abt my dsa applicantion form... after having a scolding and advicing i had to redo ( like hw like that) but i know she is doing her best for us... Then saw DM.. he told me some bad news and had to do shitty stuff for 6mth sia.. not say i so free nothing to do have o lvl can..

Saw Jinggles and he wanted to go then i told him i go home lar.. nvm is just a concert... won't doe not viewing it.. no one was in the band i was interested to listen to... On my way home i thought abt stuff and decided to enter a jc using my results... then i told miss chen to forget abt the dsa thing... sorri if u are reading this (forgot to add to the sms)... Then realise how bad i have done in my life and hope to improve it without and shitty stuff in it.. Lots of happen and bad stuff..

Well if u all dun know wad is the shitty stuff its stuff u won't want to do which i did... for those who know and for those who dono.. keep it that way.. Hope i can get into sajc.. its like a dream come true to get in... realise too daryl was abit quiet today.. dono why but i hope to not be a burden for ppl anymore... sorri nick if i had pressure u alot with the stupid rme thing.. its ok at least we pass... i know i am a no confidence guy.. thats why i am single( get the hint).. think i am i loser sia so undecieve.. can't think for myself.. well dono wad Talent i have or special small thing i have good in me... I HAVE FAILED U AND MYSELF.. wads the point of living sia.. like no future... Can't make anyone contented with wad i am doing and all.. disappoint myself, disappointing to ppl around me, disappointed many.. Feeling super down.. have no idea who or what can perk me up again.. tml have no idea to attend band practice or not...

basketball!