Reason of this post is to state my feeling.. well i feel unsafe as she does not let me in nor does she shut her door.. she leaves it half way and making me feel if i should or shound not enter... Whenever i sms her she either does not reply or reply late,which i do not mind, but when she does not reply i feel very sad but i am sure she has a good reason for it.. well she is not my gf yet or will be so i am not asking much... i feel she treat me as 'pm guy and someone else as a sm guy', well if we dun make it then friends are all i will ask for... wad do u take me for a joke ?? if u do pls tell me i will not treat ya as a friend and not someone closer.. tell me pls.. i am getting too out of hand with it.. a want to go out with other girls,beside my lose friends which will not be my gf, but i feel i might insult her as putting her secong hand or stuff like that.. so tell me pls... put me out of this pain...suffering.. cure me if not be someone whom will sit by me when i am sick..

I know you have many stuff to care and worry for i hope i am not one of the worries but memmories which will last you for the happy moments you will have(if i am with you).. i want to be there for you but like i have said u do not let me in nor do u let me know anything.. i feel so out.. so is that the signal are u giving me ?? Is that the answer ?? didn't i show u my heart and displease u in anyway ?? i know i am inperfect.. i am weak but i will be string and prove u wrong... i want to be a pillar of strength but am i not to u ?? I am feeling too weak too do this i see you i am filled with joy and shyness when i am with you... am i for you or not ?? tell me.. hwlp me clear my doubt..

Friends of all ages young and old you can judge for my action... did i do anything against her ??? if i did pls tell me.. i know i am abit insensible.. i hope to change and be a better man so i need help from my friends who i spend most of my time with... well i know u won't be able to read this and i hope u dun... i can feel wad are u going to do.. i hope it is a good one but i know not to put my hopes so high...

Hey flutes i trying to oragnise a flute enesmble, just come together and play wadever pieces and have fun while checking wad pieces we can play for band camp and all kk ?? interested pls tag on blog k.. will keep ya posted by sms.. so leave ur no. if i dun have..

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